hi friends, this song is a very beautiful song.. Jesus is very beautiful. When i recorded this, i was feeling heavy things… i had to face bittersweet goodbyes because my best friends were leaving SG to study and i had to cope with the reality of cancer taking a toll on my mother’s body and i was feeling vv alone and tired. But Jesus was very good.. He gave me this song when i needed it the most.. for me, i feel most connected w him when i sing to him.. it’s like my love language w him.
so w my phone, earpiece & piano, i sang. me and him, him & me. I was at my secret place. and somehow i knew, every word that i sang, it was for me from Jesus. It was as though he had personally penned all the words for me. But what was so precious right was that I was learning about this Jesus all over again.
He is v sweet. He took my anxious heart and embraced it. He invites us into this goodness and all we have to do is just receive.. He is someone who is super rich in love, grace and mercy.. n he willingly extends all of that to u n me even if we forget to ask.. n what’s cute is that he cares to the extend that when u cry, he cries w u too…u know when a man cries for someone is yo.. a keeper right hahaha jk. but ya, I always ask him why he thinks I’m so strong to go through this lifelong trial & then he always replies me: because I want u to come to me!! he just wants to take us back into communion with him..and rely on him completely.. he is really all we need.. and we won’t know that until he is all we have. and yes, the same God who allowed it will also give u enough grace to go through it.. that’s honestly v extra right.. like why he never just prevent all of that so u wouldn’t need the peace.. but ukno if he prevents all of that then u wouldn’t need him.. n i guess there would be less space to experience more grace. so he purposely want u to cling on to him..