Today I held you in my arms as you tried to get to your favorite spot on the couch, you unexpectedly collapsed in my arms. I held you as you took your last breath and I held mine feeling the emptiness of saying goodbye. I wasn't ready for this, none of us were but knew this day was coming. You had a beautiful long life and there is not one day I regret spending with you. I smile thinking about how you had one flop ear as a puppy, how small you were lying in that cage at the mall. I loved the way you would walk, the sassiest little waddle. You were fierce, never let us cut your toenails because you took care of cleaning them. You were so annoying when you became scared of the dog bowl to drink out of but I will miss you more than anything not barking at me to get your "princess" cup so you could drink. I thought I would be lonely without Demon but my god I already feel so lost. As I have the thought in my head that there will always be an empty spot on the couch where you stayed beside me kills me more then anything. My alarm clock has been turned off and won't come back on. I would be lying if I say I was writing this without tears in my eyes. I love you so much words can't even describe, you are with Demon now, free and happy. You have left a mark on this family forever.
Today we walked to your favorite spot, Jon misses you rushing to his lap after you got your harness on. It felt so weird not walking with you or carrying you across the road. We will love and miss you until the end of time, until we meet again Roxy, we love you. ❤#resteasylittlegirl #chihuahua #imissyousomuch #mybaby #furbaby #sosad #riproxy