Mamga: Shitsuji-tachi no chinmoku (SAKURADA Hina)
I fell asleep when the night began lightening. Woke up tired at freaking 13hr past. It's kind of bad. I sleep late and wake up late yet tired. I worry it's too late when i wake up. Vicious cycle.
Today had Japanese. Was okay.
Watched the movie Closer (2004) about 2 couples and affairs, cheating. I tried watching it once in the past but had given up cause it was too slow at the start. But i watched it fully this time. And while am not sure if i like it, it was a good movie. I really liked Larry. And the way the movie ended. Damn. The whole time, she lied about her name. The place she was honest about her name was at the strip club, her stage name. And with Larry. She was honest about her name only with him. I don't know why but I liked it. That it was Larry and not Dan. I would have maybe preferred if Larry and Alice/Jane had ended up together instead.
I like how Larry was all along truthful. I don't understand how Anna lied in the face of Dan and Larry repeatedly.
The ending was wow and beautiful. That little detail about the passport, the name, made the whole difference for me. I want Curls to watch the movie, i want to hear his opinion, about the name thing. I feel he might find it good. Hope am right.
Dad and I started watching Designated Survivor.
Dad and mom are displaying more and more visibly pda, flirting, teasing. I try to avoid all visual reception of those. But they are definitely making it hard. Sometimes coming directly in my line of sight so i have to shuffle a bit, turn a bit, make as if am distracted by my phone. But damn yo. Talk about uncomfortable.
We're ready not physically affectionate. If i think about it, i haven't touched anyone today.
It doesn't disturb me. I don't know how to react to receive it anyways. I'd feel weirded out.
It's normal for us.
Curls and I are halfway through season 2.
We don't talk about after, try not to. Feels a bit taboo since we agreed and there's nothing we can do about it. Revealed I'd miss him after. He knows anyway.
I don't understand how my table always ends up so messy. I don't do it purposefully. It just happens. Messy urgh.